Me, IRL

Sometimes when you're really fucked up you just need to stop being sad and start being awesome; however 'awesome' is possibly still on the spectrum of 'fucked up'.
Working on defining some rational goals, i.e. finishing my socialist masterpiece. It's not like I have more time on my hands as such but there are like 10,000 volts streaming out of my body most of the time just burgeoning with ego and empathy and a numb chemical tang in my nose and throat and sunlight coursing through my body.
Need to find my 'center'. Spiritual retreat in the town belt. Meditative blog posts.